I lied there in bed with him
his arm clutched me close
he pulled me against him hard
and left his arm draped over me
his arm was so heavy
I'd never been with someone who had such a heavy arm
I'd never been with someone so tall
I'd never let myself be with anyone physically overwhelming
A man too tall, a man too strong...
It scared me I guess
I always wanted to be able to get away
I finally leaped without looking
He loved to lay on top of me
to hold me down
to pin my arms or squeeze my neck
I always let him
I was no longer scared
because they always let me go....